I was in a home, and my kid’s father was with me in a room.

There were other people there with us.

And then he attacked me.

He wouldn’t let me leave, and he kept blocking my path to the exit.

That’s when he pushed me down onto a white sheet.

And then he proceeded to drag me across the floor.

“Yeah, I got you now,” He said.

He intended to rape me.

And I attempted to fight back against him.

I woke up and did a couple of things.

And went back to sleep.

I was in the same dream.

Doing the same thing with the same people.

My kid’s father pushed me down onto a white sheet.

And dragged me across the floor.

I fought him back, and he just laughed at my attempts to get free.

JUMPED SCENES

I was in the same house, but in a different room.

I was with my ex.

He didn’t look like him, and he was darker.

But in my mind, he was my ex.

I was spinning, doing ballet moves.

Or my best attempts at ballet moves.

Which he found to be comical.

He chuckled a little.

“That was a nice move,” He commented on one of my spins.

“I wanted to be a rapper, once,” He added

My ass just kept spinning.

Lol…

He went and lay down on the bed and watched me.

I joined him on the bed and climbed on top of him.

He did what I love the most about him when we had sex.

He intertwined his fingers with mine.

Omg… I love it!

It’s an intimate connection.

We kissed, and then my kisses slowly moved down his neck.

Then I stopped abruptly.

I remembered that my kid’s father was in the house with us.

So, I got up and quickly locked the door.

I rejoined him on the bed.

And we had sex.

But in the middle of it, I made him stop.

His body was glistening with sweat.

It was pouring off his body.

I wiped some of it off him.

“Do you want me to get you some ice?” I asked him.

“Yeah.”

I went and got the ice and brought it back to him.

END DREAM

MESSAGE

It’s the same message.

My kid’s father is going to attempt to rape me.

The rape in the dream, is in front of people.

The actual rape may not be in front of an audience.

The meaning of the audience in the dream is his intention to “Humiliate and Shame me.”

It’s an urgent message from my spirits that I’m well aware of.

I keep pulling the card for “shoot first and ask questions later.”

As I said, “I don’t feel physically protected.”

My ex…

I was thinking the other day about calling him for a sexual meetup.

And please believe, it doesn’t matter where I’m at.

He’s coming to see me!

Lol…

But I quickly dismissed that idea.

I can’t trust him.

The dream is my mind’s way of manifesting that sexual desire.

If my ex isn’t good for anything else, he’s damn sure good at making me orgasm.

My body needs a release—AND SOON