I was in a bedroom with Boss Dada, G’No Money, my kids, and one of my cats.

My kids, the cat, and I were on the bed.

G’No Money was sitting in a chair at the foot of the bed.

And Boss Dada was sitting in a chair on the right side of the bed next to me.

We all started playing cards, deuces wild.

“You don’t want Lola?” G’Money asked Boss Dada.

“What?”  I questioned.

G’No money’s expression was like “oh shit she heard me.”

“You said my name.” I stated.

He looked so relieved that I didn’t hear the first part of his question to Boss Dada, but I did.

They moved away from the bed and talked briefly.  

Boss Dada approached me and said something but I didn’t hear what he said.

He was just looking at me expecting a response.

And I was just looking back at him.

“Your phone number.” He said, and gave me his phone.

The contact app was open and when I tried to input my name an app popped up.

I tried to make the app go away but it wouldn’t, so I asked Boss Dada to help me.

3 times I tried to input my information into his phone and the app kept popping up.

He had to help me remove it each time.

When he gave the phone back to me, the photo app was open.

There were images of a tall man that wasn’t my boss dada.

His face was slender and he had long locs.

There were pictures of the man with a woman, and various orgies with men and women.

I looked at my Boss Dada and he wasn’t himself.

It was the man in the pictures watching me scroll through the images.

I gave him the phone and made my way back over to my kids and our cat on the bed.

The man came up behind me.

“Here’s 20.00 for gas.“ He said handing me the folded money.

The pause that I experienced was ridiculous!

Hold the fuck up!

“No, dis nicca is not in my motherfucking dreams!”

Blackface…!

WTF!

END DREAM

Y’all…

Blackface is interfering.

He doesn’t want Boss Dada to help me, or to be with me—Or any man with money for that matter.

Blackface hates me with a passion!

He’s angry and blaming me for his misfortune.

I didn’t tell you to squander your blessings!