Recurring Dream—I’m only going to write about one scene in the dream

There was a Caucasian guy.

Well there was more than just a Caucasian guy.

There were a few of us at work.

He joined us, and he was REALLY nice to look at.

He was calm, sweet, and… just really KIND and PATIENT.

We were focused on each other.

Sex was a part of our conversation.

But he wasn’t vulgar, offensive, or anything like that.

We talked about my associates degree.

He offered to help me get a job with him.

He wasn’t going to be working with us anymore.

He had gotten a job promotion, and was taking me with him.

And our conversation ended with, “Let me know.”

“I will.” He responded.

END DREAM

MESSAGE

This man seems to be younger than me.

I picked up a lot from him in the dream—words left unsaid

He’s highly attractive!

Whoever this man is, he’s going to take it slow with me.

In writing, we call it a SLOW BURN.

He’s going to allow the relationship to develop slowly.

He’s going to romance and “Court” me—Date

The sexual tension between us is CRAZY!

I’m into him and he’s into me.

His mind is made up!

I’m who he wants—No if, ands, or buts about it

He wanted my phone number before he left.

I picked that up from him.

I’m used to NICCAS.

They’re extremely forward— As soon as they meet you, “Can I get yo number?”

So, I was waiting for him to ask.

He didn’t, but he will.

He thought that I was going to offer it—Words left unsaid

I LIKE HIM.

He didn’t work with us anymore, but he’s “COMING TO GET ME.“

I was left with a “TO BE CONTINUED” vibe.

He’s going to treat me right, like how I deserve to be treated.

I’m going to have to look into this further.

Because the WHITE guy could be a BLACK guy.

My dream mind may just be showing him as a WHITE guy, because he embodies all of the traits that white men usually have when dating.

I’m not talking about WIGGAS, i’m talking about REGULAR white guys.

Is this JAKE from my dream with the VOODOO LADY?

Jake sounds like a white guys name to me.

OR It’s probably just wishful thinking, thinking that he may be just a representation of a BLACK guy.

I want a black man, but they don’t seem to want me.

Well, they want to fuck me, but they don’t want to do right by me.

(Shrugs)